I’m an outwardly masculine guy, and everyone assumes I'm a top, but in reality I'm a totally submissive bottom. I yearn to be dominated, bound and topped. Loss of control and humiliation are big turn-ons for me. I love anal play, especially big plugs, but I have very little experience being fucked or being put in bondage. I've mostly explored my kinkier side alone. I'd like to find some friends who can help let the slave in me come out of the closet.
I'm an experienced anal player, but again only in solo scenes. I'm careful with my back door, but with patience and relaxation I can take some huge toys and intense dildo fucking. I really want to experience the real thing, with a dom who can make me theirs, and use me as he (or they) wishes. I'm HIV-negative, and safe sex is a must.
I dream of being bound and helpless. Institutional/medical/asylum scenes are especially appealing, as well as chastity, sensory deprivation, and long-term bondage. Having no control and being used sounds like a great time to me. Being locked in chastity, bound, and used in front of a crowd sounds even better ;)
On the even kinkier side, I like the idea of loss of control, and being forced to wear and use diapers / baby clothes. Public humiliation and diaper bondage are really exciting to me. I like to layer lots of diapers to make thick, obvious diapers, then wear them all day until they are soaked.
I have a massive diaper fetish, but it is not a necessary part of a scene for me. I love the feeling of thick diapers, the smell of stale piss, and the humiliation that goes along with it. A huge butt plug in a locking harness, topped with a thick, obvious diaper sounds like the start of a perfect day for me.
Diapers are simply a massive part of who I am. I work a lot of hours at a job I genuinely love (and love to bitch about ;)- anytime I’m not working, it’s a safe bet that I’m in nice thick diapers. I’ve been fascinated with diapers since my earliest memories, and since I “got back into diapers” in my early teens, they have always been part of my identity.
Sure, there is a fetish element, but diapers are so much more than that. Diapers are comfy, calming, and convenient. Diapers can be weird and potentially embarrassing (but isn’t that part of the fun?), but they are harmless. Who else but a DL can add another layer of fun to virtually any activity by simply wearing another layer of “clothing”?
I also have a strong AB side. For me, it's more of a recreational/ special occasion thing, unlike diapers which are a routine part of my life. I like the comforting element of being babied, plus the thrill of embarrassment, even a hint of humiliation. I do like to be babied myself, but I’m increasingly drawn to babying "little brothers". I understand the contentment and comfort that diapers and AB play can give, and the “big bro” in me wants to help others feel it too.
In “normal life” I enjoy fishing and hiking, reading and cooking––I’d love to cook and serve a meal for my big bro/daddy and his friends wearing nothing but a thick diaper and an apron. I’d love to cook a meal for my cute baby bro, while he naps on the couch in his cute onesie. I’d love to roll out my camp kitchen for a summer AB/DL campout. Hell, I even like cooking without diapers. I play a bit of videogames when I have time, love getting discretely padded with friends and going out on the town, also enjoy having diapered movie marathons. I live alone, so I have almost unlimited opportunity to get diapered, so more often than not, I wind up diapered even when I’m doing “normal” things like cleaning house or going shopping.
